Never Going to Be Ok
By April, age 25, New Jersey
i went and tried to hold back the tears
but i ended up with lies upon my hands
and now i fear that i can't wash away the doubts i created
and i need you to tell me it's going to be ok
because it's never going to be ok
it's never going to be the same
you turn and walk away
it's never going to be ok ...
dark days and still nights take up my time
i can't sleep or even breathe when i know you're out there wandering the streets,
where did it go and why did you leave,
i know you believe
that there is something i can do
but i'm waiting for you
to tell me it's going to be ok
because it's never going to be ok
it's never going to be the same
you turn and walk away
it's never going to be ok ...
oh no ... never ok
when there is you and there is me
never ok
never going to be the same
as you turned and walked away
it's never going to be ok ...
