Resolution
By Analiz, age 16, California
Didn't want me then, won't want me now.Am I a sinner or am I not found?
The black of the sky has finally turned blue
But it's not with me, it's only with you
So I'll grab all my things and get on my way
You're not trying to stop me so I'll see you one day
It hurt to be here so I must go
I'm sorry I believed every word
Monday and Tuesday I'll sing of the past
When I used to know how to think of you last.
But now you confuse me with every word
You like me but you want her
It might take forever or a single tear
You must know me better, it's the worst thing I feared
The silence stretched on and I don't know why
Maybe the stars will tell me tonight
So I'll honk a red nose and dance for you dear
The show must go on though it's not very clear
Took one step forward now two heartbreaks back
Yes I was quite shaken, the sun didn't last
So smile that great smile and talk for a while
You don't seem to care that my heart goes so wild
Another blow taken, my feelings scream foul
The blue in my veins is yelling so loud
So I'll wait in the wings with great hopeful tears
But maybe she'll be there for so many years
So the curtain must close and all should just go
I lost myself in your soul
So I yell for a hero, a savior to be
But I want nothing else than you and me
But you belong to someone else
I hope your happiness it swells
So I watch this empty stone made path
And think of the memories that won't last
Take one last look at the place that I made
Goodbye my enemy, my friend.